Human

Well, a lot of things going on. Crazy busy. Pondering this crazy life and how I can be a better human. Been thinking about blindness. I mean being blind to things that are important and not knowing it. What do you do when you realize that all that time that you thought that you were 100% open minded and forgiving and accepting that you weren’t at 100%, that maybe you were at about 50%. It is a bit of a blow to the ego I think, yea, that ego that you thought that you didn’t have. And then I wonder, is this what happens when you get old? That you never really knew anything into the first place? And that you can never really say anything about anything because you don’t know anything? And If you do end up looking like an idiot. But ya know I’m a bit torn. I don’t want to go through life with my tail through my legs, I want to stand tall. I don’t want this world to beat me. Is there any way that you can be completely aware of all of your faults and weaknesses and still love yourself? Is there a way to forgive and forget all of your own sins?